Time

This time I stopped. 

This time I tried no more. 

This time I expected too much. 

This time I decided to watch. 

Watch how I spend 

How I live each second. 

Watch how I invested, 

How I felt too much. 

I decided to let go. 

To let all that didn't belong to I, 

Go away. 

I decided to focus, to walk the journey within, yeah. 

Uninterrupted self-harm in order to charm. 

Deliberate sabotage to keep I away, 

I let my heart's tears wash away my pain. 

For after all, we need rain to wash away, 

To make us awake, 

To breathe again. 

And live.